It has been last for 3 days, since Sunday, I behave very strange.
I often get upset for what abang said or act.
What come up in my mind was:
'Did he really care?'
I hate that question, I try to wipe it uut of my mind....
After a minute the thought came, I feel quilty. I feel sorry.
But the question still can not wipe away...
If he change just a little, I will consider that he doesn't really care...
It's very terrible, cause I hurt my self. I wish I can be more positive. I wish I could be more easily to forgive. I
wish my heart is softer.
God, help me.... |
