During this day, I have a very hard day in the office. I woke up this morning with scary dream about my job a whole this week. Makes my stomach hurt. These are my job: 1. Prepare draft for Environment Assessment Toolkit, (with Lusi & Try) deadline 1st December 05 2. Prepare Wealth Rangking Trainig for Cilincing, 29 Nov 05 3. Finalized EAT, 30 Nov 05 4. Preparation for Aceh Baseline - FGD tools
and this evening, K Grace came with her inputs about TDI Report Kb. Pala. I blame my self for this, how stupid I am. What make me work without essence? Why did I do my report only because of format? K Grace ciritized me about relation between TDI & Baseline report that was not written with corelation. I did angry to my self. Well, it is my big lesson today. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Anyway, God, I thank You for the precious lessons. God, help me to learn always and not become proud of my self. Because, by the time I do that, I will be dead. I Love U, God Jesus. |